2025 
Heartbeat in the Ground
escapism failed. with nowhere left to run, Rudy turned to face what had been buried. in the void they found deep grief, and a question: is heaven real, and if it is, will a late sibling, the one who had been protecting them, grant the endorsement through the gates, and keep them out of a hell they fear they've earned.
credits
rudy void guitar, bass, vocals mike post mixer keith alvaproducer
lyrics
do you feel my heartbeat through the ground? do you hear the guilt without a sound? would you recognize my face honey if i wasn't such a waste? would you recognize my face honey if i walked through heavens gate? what's it like to be the better man cos i feel it in my bones to kill what's it like to be the better man
cos i'm feeling like i'm trying again i'm bitter i'm better do you feel my heartbeat hit the sky when i ride or die? would you co-sign my weight honey if i wrote my own fate? would the prince of peace deflate at the sight of so much hate? what's it like to be the better man cos i feel it in my bones to kill what's it like to be the better man cos i'm feeling like i'm trying again i'm bitter i'm better i count my seasons when i'm on one got my 13 reasons and i keep it in my wallet got my reasons when i'm on one fighting on all my demons and i'm waiting for the moment people now see it the way we all feel it unalived people for profit wanna see it? what's it like to be the better man cos i feel it in my bones to kill what's it like to be the better man cos i'm feeling like i'm trying again
do you feel my heartbeat through the ground? do you hear the guilt without a sound? would you recognize my face honey if i wasn't such a waste? would you recognize my face honey if i walked through heavens gate? what's it like to be the better man cos i feel it in my bones to kill what's it like to be the better man cos i'm feeling like i'm trying again